30 days and counting...

This might be my new obsession...

Ok, my friend put me on to this blogging site. With facebook and myspace taking over young minds...we seem to forget about simple things.

I'm gonna kick it old school for a minute and tell you about my very first experience at blogging...It was 14 years ago. You are probably thinking " How can that be? Blogging is a recent trend." Well I was doing it back when it was called keeping a journal/diary. Being a avid reading and writer growing up, I always wrote my thoughts and feelings down. To keep my sanity in a house full of very different personalities with non matching my own, was something very important to me. I am the middle child with 2 sisters that ranked on opposite ends of the spectrum. One being years older and very authoritative. She was first in line to fuck up. First in line to criticize when you fuck up, but don't you dare tell her that she did the same thing too. The other being years younger and very cynical. She is last in line to fault you for your wrongs. Last in line to accept her wrongs, because in her world everyone is against her. But she, like all younger siblings, gets to collect all the knowledge of the fuck ups and accomplishments to make her life peachy keen! So, keeping a journal was my salvation.

I switched to blogging when my mother got her detective badge overnight. Keeping a paper trail of all my thoughts, feelings, and even worse my indiscretions was not a good look! My mother had a nose of a basset hound when it came to secrets and scandals. Too many times I caught my mother snooping through my room, looking for ANYTHING to quench her thirst for an ass whooping. So thanks to mother dearest, I shredded all the years of my inner most thoughts and disbursed them little by little through out the house (trash cans, toilets, and fireplace) as well as the neighborhood sewer system. I picked up my computer and began my relationship my blogging. Ya'll must have thought I was joking about my mother...NEGATIVE. That woman thrives on jigsaw puzzles. Enough said...

Today marks 30 days before a milestone birthday. I figured I'd chronicle my thoughts and feelings prior, as well as, after. A lot of things have been changing in my life. Good, bad, and well unspeakable. I need to get back to some comfort.

So, let's see how this goes. I'll unload all my deepest thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Clearing my mind and heart of unwanted junk. And you...well...let's just say you can sit back, pop some popcorn, and indulge in the show. This should be good...

Until next time...

Femme Fatal